If you're going to try, go all the way.
Otherwise, don't even start.
Highest light is me!
Part 1: The Dynamic Goal Posts
A little over two years ago, I walked into a climbing gym for what was effectively the “first time” and purchased a membership with the plan to start bouldering as a casual hobby. If you would have told me then that in two years, I would climb El Cap, I would have probably called you crazy. Probably…
At the time, my only exposure to El Cap was via the Dawn Wall and Free Solo and I had been in Yosemite for one day where I had done the hike up to Yosemite falls. However, the seeds for more were soon planted. My friend joked about climbing the RNWF of half dome in the near future. I took a look at the topo. Why not? I thought, How hard could it be? I can climb 5.9 in the gym no problem! Mind you, at this point, I had no idea what aid climbing was and barely even knew what a cam was. Blissfully unaware of the things I didn't even know.
I fell rapidly down the rabbit and was soon leading sport and trad climbs both single and multi pitch. Climbing more and more, getting stronger and stronger. I was now more aware of the skills I did not yet know. Skills that I would need to learn for big walling. Everything seemed so far away but I began to form a loose timeline to climb the RNWF of half dome at some point in late 2025. That would probably give me enough time to prepare. So I started 2024 with that goal in mind. However, the more I thought about it, the more I realized that I couldn’t take the wait. Why not climb it this year? I had been on a short trip to Yosemite in July 2023 and was able to climb valley 5.9 already so I just had to figure out aid and all the rest of the wall skills.
For me, waiting for anything is always the hardest part because you never know the answer. If you try it forces you to either fail or succeed so at least you reach a conclusion. Then you can move on or prepare more and try again. The already dynamic goalposts shifted; I decided I would climb the RNWF of half dome at the tail end of 2024, not 2025. I kept getting stronger, a trip to the creek helped me step up to 5.10 trad, Index and Squamish helped me get good at C2 aid, and the MP sales forum helped me source gear, so much gear. All the independent gear makers who made stuff big complies wouldn’t were also a pivotal part in this process. Skot, run out customs, Moses, pecker shop, fish, and A5 to name a few. Pete and Fabio’s book was another indispensable resource leading up to the trip. Up to this point, all my climbing had been self taught but I decided that if I wanted to do this safely I would need to take a big wall course. Luckily Lani was an amazing instructor and taught the class at index!
October was when my valley trip was planned. Then the goalposts shifted again. How could I go to Yosemite and NOT climb the nose. After all, it is the most famous rock climb in the world. Before I knew it, climbing half dome had been put in the back burner, my eyes were set on El Cap. As fate would have it, the goalposts would shift one more time before my trip: 2 weeks from my departure date, I suddenly found myself partnerless. I contemplated canceling my trip but the more I thought about it, the more I realized that I had come too far to turn back. I had to go this year, or else I would never forgive myself for not even trying.
One Facebook post and a non-refundable flight later and my car was packed. I was going to the valley for 2 weeks instead of 1 with the goal to wall as much as possible and would not be disappointed no matter the outcome.
In his trip report A Visit with the Emperor - Mt Robinson, Infinite Patience, Marc-Andre Leclerc wrote “I reminded myself that you only ever get to visit a place for the first time once in your life.” This was my fifth trip to Yosemite but each time I visited, it had been with a different set of skills and goals, a different set of eyes, almost as a different person. While this time was far from my first, it might as well have been.
I felt a sense of impending awe as I drove into the valley, similar to what I imagine astronauts must feel in the weeks and days leading up to their flight. Preparing to enter a world with zero gravity, where even mundane tasks like going to the bathroom turn into complicated ordeals. In a way, wall living seemed almost opposite to life in space. Everything hangs in space where it was left, no gravity means no tethers needed, much the opposite of walling where (as Pete writes in Hooking Up) “If it ain’t clipped it’s gone.” The valley walls reached into the sky similarly to how the rocket ships sat on the launch pad prominent above everything else around them.
Part 2: Ten Days After, V 5.7 A2+/C3F, 12 pitches 1,500 feet
The route
My facebook post looking for a partner had garnered a range of responses but I had agreed to climb with a guy, Nick, who looked like a good match and had a similar skill set as me. He seemed psyched on climbing The Prow but after some convincing and promising him I would lead any pitch he was uncomfortable leading, he agreed to climb Ten Days After instead. The right choice.
Lugging the haul bags and water up to the base of the climb is always soul crushing and makes me wonder if I really want to do this. Soon enough we were at the base of the climb. The plan was to climb 4 pitches a day, 2 nights in the wall one at the top, then hike down the 4th day. I climbed Jo-Jo’s, a fantastic splitter crack. Nick led the rest to the Prow P1 anchors. As I looked up at the second pitch I noticed at least a few hundred dollars of iron there, someone had recently fixed nearly the whole pitch with pins… I took my one and only fall of the trip on this pitch when a .1/.2 WC offset I was standing in blew. My daisy gave me a rather hard catch onto one of the fixed pins. I need to be more careful when testing micro cams. At the end of the pitch I clipped some rivets and hopped over the Ten Days After P2 anchors. By the time Nick had finished P3 and I started jugging, it was getting dark. We were one pitch behind pace but not concerned.
Nick climbing pitch 3
I was excited to try out Nick’s Delta2P ledge (which he had not yet used) but as it turned out, tensioning it correctly was rather difficult and sleeping head to head didn’t allow for as much space as head to foot. I don’t think either of us slept great that night since the ledge was incredibly slanted.
Night 1 junk show
Pitch 4 was pretty straightforward, I nailed a few beaks and clipped some fixed heads before moving to a good small cam crack, careful to properly test my small gear. After Nick led pitch 5, the circle head traverse was my lead. Luckily, enough heads were fixed that I did not have to learn to place my own, something I have yet to do. There is still a fixed pink tricam with a useless sling in one of the pin scars. The pitch went fine hamerless. We lowered out the bags the full width, I hauled them belayed nick across as he re-aided the pitch.
Top of P4
Single hook move on the route
It was later than we hoped and looking up, pitch 7 looked long and thin, I agreed to take it and set off, nailing beaks almost immediately. I found the fixed gear a lot mankier on this pitch than the circle head traverse and honestly found this pitch to be the aid crux of the climb for me. We got the ledge leveled better that night but I still did not sleep great.
Delta2PNot sure what pitch but the views were phenomenal
The next morning we decided we were getting off the wall that day but the style of “finishing” and the descent needed to be decided. We had miscalculated the water and were drinking a lot more than anticipated due to the heat. Projected to run out early, we decided on two options. If we found at least a gallon on Tapir Terrace, we would see the route through to the top and hike off. If not, we would rappel the prow from the top of P8.
We're going to the top!
After some awful rope drag unprotected free climbing, I reached the P8 anchors, and to my surprise when I looked to the right, I saw a gallon of water on the ledge. I radioed Nick “We’re going to the top today!” We made the foolish mistake of thinking that the climbing would be relatively smooth sailing since it was mostly C1 and we had rejoined the Prow.
It all started going down hill when I realized that the alternate P9 belay was a gear belay. Great, I’ve never hauled off a gear anchor. I built a 6 piece anchor and figured if this isn’t good enough, I’m not sure what is. The hauling went smoothly and we didn’t die. Nick groveled his way up the “easy gully” P10. I happily placed the #5 boat anchor at the start of the wide crack on pitch 11 then ran it out on the shitty free climbing up to below the slab section right before the P11 anchor. I radioed Nick “I’m not sure what to do man, this is kinda fucked… I have no gear for like 30 feet behind me and the anchors are like 7 feet up on unprotectable slab. And I have to pull a beach whale mantle move to get onto the slab”
You think that's enough pieces?